2022: My year in film

A list of 2022 releases seen this year at theaters in SF and Sydney, and on VOD.

Initial tweet-reactions to the higher rated films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…


A Love Song
A gentle, pure, mighty love story, aged just right. Kinda shocked a relative youngster wrote and directed this! Also the best Wes Anderson film of the last decade.

All That Breathes
Forget the other bird drama and take this majestic act of selflessness in. An urban nature documentary in the truest sense, and un-Attenborough in the best possible way.

Somebody call 911, because Michael Bay is back, better than ever. Seriously! His frenetic, hyper-stylised, idealised version of America makes for peak action comedy. Gyllenhaal goes ham. The screenplay is above its pay grade.

Avatar: The Way of Water
You know how every Marvel movie has a meaninglessness, unsatisfying large battle at the end? This is the opposite of that. Cameron has set the new benchmark for a movie-going experience, and his purposeful use of technology to achieve that is front and centre.

The variable framerate makes current cinema look like a relic. I hated it to date, but I’m a believer now. There are entire ecosystems created, the actors faces and emotions are right there, and the spirituality feels honest and earned.

Drive My Car
A tranquil, soul-soothing ode to language and stories. A call to keep on keeping on. More than happy to let you think along the way with its moments of visual silence. Hamaguchi’s sensibility makes it what it is. Repetition does not spoil the prayer.

Moonage Daydream
Witnessing such personal evolution and growth feels like an act of self-care, and against the tide of how most artist docos go. The archival concert footage slays. Thought the speakers were going to explode at the start!

Jordan Peele has created a landmark sci-fi film, Black owned and operated. Love that he said nope to a bunch of normal plot devices that accompany the UFO genre. And those Gordy scenes!

My feeble, Hollywood-centric, physics-abiding mind has been opened to the real meaning of a bromance blockbuster. As wholesome as Paddington, but with a slaughter you’ll relish as much as marmalade. I think I counted 15 rounds of applause throughout the screening!

Cate Blanchett is a one of one generational talent and my goodness does this confirm things. Who else could have even come close to playing this? A luxurious, assured flex from both her, and a director who hasn’t had a film come to light in 16 years.

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2021: My year in film

A list of 2021 releases seen this year at theaters in NYC, SF, Sydney, and on VOD.

Initial tweet-reactions to the higher rated films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…


One of the most remarkable stories I’ve ever seen told on film. The sheer openness and access, the bone-chilling footage, the thrill of investigative journalism. Forget WaPo and NY Times, SPORTS GAZETTE is where it’s at.

I imagine this is how spice feels. Monumental, lush, intricate, sight and sound overload. Every aspect is on point. Most importantly, does the book justice! Villeneuve is undefeated.

In & Of Itself
They say a magician never reveals their secrets but Derek Delgaudio’s magic trick of storytelling and identity goes all in. A wondrous experience, in some ways more powerful as a film to see the reflections and reactions across many audiences.

The Lost Daughter
A murky, cruel, specific kind of special. Motherhood ain’t for everyone! Can’t believe this is Maggie Gyllenhaal’s debut!

Nine Days
It’s no easy feat to make a life-affirming film this good. Winston Duke is a powerhouse. That bravura, breathtaking ending is my making my all time top 5.

Honestly, this is as good as it gets. Frances McDormand embodies grief and vulnerability. Chloe Zhao is an extraordinary storyteller! Getting the kinds of performances she does out of non-professional actors is the rarest of gifts.

One Night in Miami
It is a pleasure, pure and simple, to take in the words and witness the friendship, delivered by four amazing actors. I smiled every time they did. What can’t Regina King do??

Men being vulnerable and talking it out is as excellent as it sounds. The best anti-revenge film I’ve seen, at least given my expectations with the logline. Kudos to the screenplay, Cage, and Wolff!

For a film about inevitability and tradition, Larraín makes interesting choice after interesting choice, and I liked nearly all of them. Kristen Stewart continues her ascent. So does Jonny Greenwood. A grand ol’ fable.

The White Tiger
Snarling under that subservient smile, Adarsh Gourav is delightfully captivating in this tale of classist India. Love where the story ended up, given how these normally go.

Writing with Fire
A pure, stripped down, reflective window into what journalism really is. The risks and fear these women take daily, in a society completely stacked against them, while adapting, helping each other, and still “running the house” is inspiring.

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2020: My year in film

A (paltry, compared to previous years) list of 2020 releases seen this year in NYC, on VOD after March. RIP my 222 weeks in a row at movie theatres.

Initial tweet-reactions to the higher rated films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…


The Assistant
The loneliness and weariness across Julia Garner’s face is something to behold. And the sad realisation that those small, scattered compliments will keep her enduring this for a lot longer.

Silence speaks volumes, and by golly, Alfre Woodard and Aldis Hodge’s looks crush you over and over. Direction and script are spot on. Why this isn’t all over awards season is beyond me.

Dick Johnson is Dead
The loss of memory. The loss of life. Confronted openly, with love. A breathtaking final scene. I am jealous of Kirsten Johnson’s ability to make this on many levels.

The costumes, the hats, the dancing! Splendid attention to detail, a lot of fun, and true moments of feeling that get you.

First Cow
The kind of male friendship and characters you never see on screen. Blissfully patient by Kelly Reichardt.

Let Them All Talk
Oh, the conversations! Utterly delightful. Candice Bergen, Meryl Streep, and Lucas Hedges are fun, fun, fun. The moving set being a giant working cruise ship is so Soderbergh.

Lovers Rock
Captures such a colourful, music-filled vibe of a night. The dancing, singing, MCs (!) and soundtrack are the stars, a bit of plotting is sprinkled throughout. A welcome departure from what I’ve associated McQueen with, almost experimental.

Never Rarely Sometimes Always
Vulnerable, reserved, and unbelievably caring and gentle. That goes for both the actors and film itself. The camerawork felt so apt too.

HOW DO THEY MAKE YOU FEEL SO MUCH? Another masterwork from Pixar building on the risks from Inside Out. An art style all of its own, new voices at the helm, and a warm, bustling NYC didn’t hurt either.

There’s a 3 second shot of a fork going into pecan pie that did extraordinary amounts. Damn do they know how to montage.

Sound of Metal
The year of Rizwan Ahmed continues as he throws himself into the deep end and thrives. Loved the insight into deaf culture beyond deafness as a disability, and moving forward, albeit not in Hollywood fashion.

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2019: My year in film

A list of 2019 releases seen this year across the U.S., Sydney, and occasionally, VOD and mid-air. As a result, there are some late 2018 releases, and it’s a week late so I could get to the late 2019 releases I missed.

Initial tweet-reactions to the higher rated films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…

5 star

To execute with such precision at its monumental scale is a high stakes, technical magic trick that made me feel like I’m experiencing something entirely new in cinema. Would watch an 8-part series on the making-of.

Ash is Purest White
A sweeping look at how China is modernising over the last 20 years, with the one constant being a commanding, captivating Zhao Tao, and her journey through it all. The kind of film you’re happy to let wash over you.

Avengers: Endgame
Unprecedented in scope in what it attempts to cap off. Does so in utterly satisfying fashion time and time again, while not being afraid to look back. Big character moments, laughs, and comic book fan service. Bravo, Marvel.

Veritably despairing and pointed. An astonishing set of performances, the young lead in particular. Don’t quite know how the director managed to conjure it up.

The Chambermaid
A beguiling, methodical Gabriela Cartol puts you through the wringer in a mighty performance that carries this coldly-observed portrait.

For Sama
A crushing decoction of human emotion from the ground in Aleppo, captured with a fearlessness and purpose that is unimaginable. By far the most essential film of the year.

All that you can ask for and more in capturing the human existence, and our relationship to nature. The beekeeper is the best of us.

There’s a scene where she looks on with the joy of a proud mother, as a kid enjoys a piece of honeycomb she extracted, and then it cuts to a gluttonous family feast that’s been bought with basically ruining nature. It’s perfect.

Honey Boy
LaBeouf uniquely bares his soul and the trauma of his life. Noah Jupe is nothing short of astonishing.

A dangerous film, practically devoid of light. Joaquin is peerless, and this is a performance for the ages, finely attuned on many a level. The movement of the camera and score are excellent in building the mood too. Loved the homage at the end.

The Last Black Man in San Francisco
Boisterous and brimming with confidence right from the get-go, casting a golden gaze on the city; not so much the current inhabitants. Top notch musical choices.

Little Women
The warmth, loving, laughter, and sense of family that comes with these characters streams out of the screen and gives you a hug. Timmy is a dream, the costume designs are a treat.

Long Day’s Journey into Night
A film lover’s dream, playing with the visual building blocks of cinema in spectacular ways. There are shots of water and glass that are godly. Oh, and then let’s throw in a one-hour single take.

A scintillating screenplay about race and White guilt in America, paired with a wickedly-good Kelvin Harrison Jr! Kept me afraid and uneasy until the very end. Glad to see Naomi Watts back to her best, and lord is there a lot of reading to do now to process it all.

The most striking opening to a film in recent memory. Cinematic in the truest sense, exploding with rawness. The Q&A after illuminated how carefully put together it actually was.

A non-stop rollercoaster of entertainment, empathy, and incisive class commentary, morphing wildly in tone. Executed with consummate confidence. Can’t get over how well it evokes and uses smell to say so much.

Portrait of a Lady on Fire
A heart-swelling crescendo that is all art.

Elegant, ingenious, purposeful. How often can you associate that with an action film? Sublime set design, framing, and use of slow-motion as well.

Toy Story 4
Has no right to be the best of the bunch, but here we are. The adults were laughing way more than the kids. Large parts of it are plain dark and odd (in a good way). The animation is mind-bogglingly gorgeous!

Wild Rose
Gets exponentially better as it goes along, culminating in ALL the heartstrings being tugged. Grounded in reality, and makes the small moments matter. Jessie Buckley is the real deal.

Uncut Gems
A symphony of screaming and raucous energy, orchestrated by two maestros in the Safdies, propelled by Adam Sandler at his very best. It’s also the greatest NBA film of all time.

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2018: My year in film

A list of 2018 releases seen this year across the U.S., Sydney, and occasionally, VOD and mid-air. As a result, there are some late 2017 releases, and it’s missing late 2018 U.S. ones.

Initial tweet-reactions to the higher rated films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…

5 star

If it takes jabs at gentrification, it unloads a gun of seething, stylistic anger at race and identity. The climax alone is worth the price of admission.

Wickedly mysterious in its writing and pacing, with some of the best character interplay of the year that left me wanting way more than 148min. Steven Yeun is a charming devil!

Cold War
The soft, ravishing camera and framing is sheer bliss to take in, supporting the cyclical romance dealing mostly in extremes. Its musical core is felt throughout, with the choreographed numbers and songs adding plenty to the mood.

First Man
Directed by the steadiest of shaky-cam hands, this is perfect, immersive storytelling for me, utilising all cinema has to offer. The music is SO SO good.

Minding the Gap
Comprehending the scope of what this young filmmaker is pulling off as it grows in importance and courage by the minute gave me chills. I’m so glad Bing Liu got to tell his story, and it has me hopeful for other storytellers out there. A must-see.

Mission: Impossible – Fallout
Seeing Cruise, a 56 year old man, push the limits of practical action sequences in film with every new outing is a wholly unique thrill. The plane jump, the motorcycle, hell, even him just god damn running!

Phantom Thread
A PTA-constructed game is one I’m always willing to play and relish, no matter the rules. Adorned with Greenwood’s score and DDL to complete the holy trifecta.

A miracle of a movie, and certainly one I didn’t think would come from Cuaron. He’s taken his beautiful eye for cinema and movement, marrying it with the richest of milieus, and the actress of the year.

Another multi-generational, humanist gem of the highest grade from Kore-eda. More pointed than I can recall his other work, particularly with the ending and its structure.

Spider-Man: Into the Spider-verse
A masterpiece in animation. In awe of how it was conceived and put together. Luckily it doesn’t stop there. Plenty of heart, action, humour, and hope, like the best of the comics.

Summer 1993
It’s as close as I’ve come to understanding and realising the complex emotions of a child. Deeply attuned writing and direction. The highs and lows all revel in nuance.

The Rider
The kind of pure, human cinema and story that is astonishing to think about when the credits roll. Easily 2018’s best to date. Hooray for Chloe Zhao. There’s so much to unpack in those taming scenes, but you know it’s special in the moment.

Won’t You Be My Neighbor
“Paddington 2 is so wholesome.” Mr Rogers: HOLD MY MARMALADE. The theatre was in danger of flooding by the end due to all the tears. Truly bittersweet given mass media today.

You Were Never Really Here
If it’s not mindless violence, is it mindful violence? Distinctive and considered in its vision by Ramsay. Joaquin is carnal and caring.

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2017: My year in film

A list of 2017 releases seen this year across the U.S., Sydney, Bangalore, and occasionally, VOD and mid-air.

If I had to pick a favourite, it’d be a tie between Call Me By Your Name and Toni Erdmann.

Initial tweet-reactions to the “5 star” films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…

5 star

A Ghost Story
How Lowery makes you consider time and evokes sorrow is nothing short of genius. A profound gem, despite that misstep of a monologue.

All These Sleepless Nights
Misplaced, simple, reckless youth in all its glory, one beat/high to the next.

Call Me By Your Name
Hopelessly romantic on so many levels that it made me forget 2017. Love the way the music teases, love *that* monologue I’d heard lots about.

Lu Richardson’s character and the writing of it is so brilliantly realised and resonant. How can this be your debut, Kogonada? Also loved the sound editing, and of course, the subject of Architecture doesn’t hurt.

Good Time
A bravura, alternate reality Coen Brothers-esque, moody adventure. The writing and Pattinson are top notch.

I Am Not Your Negro
Apathy and ignorance. This is the world. This is especially America. Baldwin’s truths eviscerate.

An astonishing story. Makes you wonder if the truth is really worth it, given the consequences and broader powers at play.

Surprise of the year? A remarkable performance that I can’t see anyone else giving. Lovely, affecting writing.

From the near-wordless, precision first 40 min, to that merciless ending, and all the moments of individual madness in between, this is going to stay with me a while.

The Florida Project
Ends as it begins; a perspective from Sean Baker that’s childhood at its best.

The Killing of a Sacred Deer
Lanthimos has perfected cold and off-kilter. The way he twists and twists after that is trauma for the mind.

The Lost City of Z
Epic to behold, in the old-school cinema sense of the word. Surely a labour of careful love. The cinematography is right now my favourite of the year. Hunnam and Pattinson make a damn good adventurous couple.

The Square
Ostlund delightfully and scathingly provokes, especially exploring where we draw the line on inaction as society. Art and masculinity are on the chopping board too. A film for this year.

Haunting and evocative, right from that genius of an opening! All the little details come full circle and pay off rewardingly.

Toni Erdmann
An astounding balancing-act in tone. Fearless performances make it the relationship of the year.

War for the Planet of the Apes
We don’t deserve Matt Reeves’ quality & care in predominantly mediocre tentpole times. The score being the clearest example of how it doesn’t settle.

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2016: My year in film

A list seen this year across the U.S. and Sydney, and occasionally, VOD and mid-air.

In a slight change from years past, I can safely say I have a definitive favourite! Damien Chazelle’s La La Land. It felt like the ending this year needed, and I wouldn’t be mad if it swept every category at the Oscars. Truly an incredible achievement that left me in a state of euphoria for a good day and a half.

Initial tweet-reactions to the “5 star” films included. In alphabetical order, by star rating…

5 star

American Honey
Youthful exuberance in middling, middle America. A joy. The performances and music make it. Andrea Arnold does it again.

My mind and heart are racing. Villeneuve nails melancholy, thanks in large to Adams.

La La Land
Pure happiness, magic and romance by a wizard named Chazelle! Music and acting are second to none. The cure for 2016.

Manchester by the Sea
Casey Affleck absolutely delivers in conveying, and likely elevating Lonergan’s complex, grief-filled story.

Touching and beautiful, fantastically acted. No on-screen meal has made me happier. That entire diner scene, really.

Old Stone
The transportive class struggles and human drama of Farhadi dialled up in ferocious style by Ma. Perfection.

One More Time with Feeling
Nick Cave has a power over me. Dominik’s eye and the subject matter heighten it to new levels. Floored. The link between emotion and creation, his honest articulation, the beautiful, beautiful B&W shots + direction. And of course, the songs.

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Sufjan Stevens

What a difference a year makes.

I saw Sufjan Stevens live for the first time last June, when he toured with Carrie & Lowell. It was a somber, moving experience, a concert of two halves. He came out in a t-shirt,  alone, played the first five or six tracks of the album without interacting with the audience, beginning in darkness, a single spotlight on him, and then more of the screen behind him playing through a slideshow of family photos and coastal backdrops.

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2015: My year in film

A list seen this year in San Francisco, London, LA, DC, Istanbul, Barbados, Sydney, and occasionally, VOD and mid-air.

Initial tweet-reactions to the “5 star” films included.

In alphabetical order, by star rating…


5 star

A Most Violent Year
Once again, Oscar Isaac becomes one of my favourite characters in forever. J.C. Chandor is a supremely talented dude.

What a magnificent pure voice, lyricist and individual. Utterly destroyed by the media, betrayed by many close to her.

Cartel Land
Harrowing, and fills you with misery considering there’s no end in sight. No idea how Hieneman got the access he did.

The first fight and its continuous take. Emotion and montages in spades. A tribute and fresh take that Coogler crushes.

That majestic yet decaying landscape is a perfect companion to what enfolds. Grand on every front. LOVE that slow-moving camera.

Love & Mercy
The best music you’ll hear in a film this year. Paul Dano doing his finest work. A welcome addition to the musical biopic.

Mad Max: Fury Road
George Miller and team have set a new standard for the summer blockbuster. Impeccable, exhilarating filmmaking.

The energy and emotions overwhelm. Two extraordinary performances that give themselves completely to Xavier Dolan’s direction.

Seymour: An Introduction
Joyous, uplifting, poignant. It just made me happy. Mr. Bernstein, keep on teaching.

That first extraction scene has to be one of the best of the year. del Toro really is like a wolf, personified. Jóhannsson’s score was quite the marriage.

Song of the Sea
Every image is magic, realised. Can’t express how evocative and well-crafted it is! The emotions kick in strong too.

Steve Jobs
The best ensemble in forever. Sorkin’s screenplay sizzles. I was ready to stand up and clap and then realised 2/3rds was left.

The Assassin
The camera never hurries. Exquisite in every sense. Directed by a man in complete control and command of his craft.

The Babadook
Excels in foreboding, delivers on earned scares. Ends with a most excellent parable on managing your personal demons.

The Tribe
A clinical display in cold, brutal filmmaking. The absence of words left me even more isolated and uncomfortable.

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I was doing some research on earphones and found a pair I liked on a site. I started copying the URL, then paused, wondering whether to add a new note in Keep, save the page to Pocket, bookmark the page in Chrome, or worry about the tab disappearing eventually from my Recents.

I ended up taking a screenshot, because it was frankly the easiest way to not forget it.

Opening my “photo” gallery, I realised it had become more than a collection of photos I’d taken aesthetic or emotional purposes. There are many that were sent through messaging apps related to conversations that I probably wouldn’t have taken myself otherwise. Let’s not forget the hours of video I’ve shared on Snapchat that really believes in the moment, disappearing instantly. Venues or books or posters that fall into the remember-this category. And of course screenshots. Whether it’s referencing an Instagram photo (because who actually tries to find a “URL” and share that?) or song I’m listening to (can’t share it from Rdio to friends who use Play Music or Spotify anyway), or now, as a note-taking mechanism.

It says something about how hard it is to actually share things these days, across a myriad of apps. You have to worry about the compatibility of what you’re sharing if it’s done through the service itself. Sometimes, a screenshot is easier.

Maybe one day an OS-wide service will recognise each image and serve up relevant actions like opening the original one in Instagram or playing that album in a music service you have running.

And then Benedict Evans sums it up: